Teenage love

Teenage love is more of a infatuation than being a true love. Teenagers often feel cheated in such kind of love.Sometimes such affairs leave a long lasting bitter memories on teenagers. Here is a story of sunayna how she fell in love with a wrong guy and how she came over with the depression taking help of her mom.
She used to be a class topper and he was a newcomer. 
Her name was total opposite of her personality. She had a beautiful name sunayna but her eyes were covered with a barrier, yes you guessed it right specs. With her average built, wheatish complexion and curly hairs she was one among an average looking girl. But then looks are not only thing that matters...atleast she believed in it.
His name was as cool as his personality JAZZ.  Every single girl was mad about his killer looks and damn good height.
When she saw him first she just can't take eyes off from him. It was a love at first sight. She never ever got attracted to someone in life till now but this boy was different.But as she was an average looking girl she never expected love from him .
Ohh wait I forgot to tell you people their class,well they were in class 10th and a demon naming board examination haunted everyone at that time.
Sunayna would enter the class look at jazz and get evolved in her studies. On the other hand jazz became very popular guy in the class he would enter the class and enjoy the company of his friends and followers. He never noticed sunayna. This was the routine of both of them until results of 2nt unit test were declared . Sunayna was class topper as usual and jazz couldn't score good as he was busy in enjoying his fame in new school. 
What the hell how this girl could score fair well in all the subjects jazz thought to himself. Pre boards were knocking at his door and  his concepts about certain things were still uncleared.  He thought of taking help of sunayna but how ?? Well he had to do it , he had to get his concepts cleared and score well in pre boards anyhow otherwise his parents will throw him out of house.  Next morning he came to the class earlier than anybody else and took the seat next to the seat where sunayna used to sit. Sunayna entered the class and was surprised to see jazz sitting next to her. She just couldn't believe her eyes.
Hi said the jazz. She smiled both with surprise and excitement. Millions of butterflies were dancing inside her stomach. Jazz continued could you please help me in maths theorem.  (Okay she thought to herself he is here for studies and not for her how stupid she was.) Okay she replied sadly and told him she would help him after the school. But where would they meet after school question aroused and both settled for meeting at jazz's place as his parents were out of town for few days. 
She came to his house. House was big actually it was like a bungalow. She got impressed by the interior of the house. Anyways they began to study. She was happy to be with her crush and he was happy to learn things. Meeting after school became their routine. One day they were studying suddenly something went in her eyes she took of her specs to clean her eyes. He saw her eyes they were really beautiful. Wow!! He said "your eyes are really beautiful " she blushed at first compliment by her crush. The very next moment something happened of which she could never think of in her dreams . He kissed her.It was her first kiss it felt like a dream to her. After the kiss she went off her home thinking that it's the beginning of her love life. Wow congratulations sunayna you got a boyfriend she said to herself and smiled.
Next day jazz was quiet normal but she wasn't.  She started considering him as her boyfriend as why would anybody will kiss any girl without love. But she decided not to talk about it to jazz as preboards were to start in couple of days . She thought she will propose him after pre boards. Feeling of that kiss remained in her mind during the pre boards.
After pre boards got over she called jazz and confess him about her love. Jazz on the other hand replied" are you nuts. How come you concluded that I will love a nerdy girl like you. Look you helped me studies and I repayed by kissing you . I know no one would ever had kissed you so I thought kindaa make you feel good thats it."she was shattered and broken.she cried whole night and another night followed by other similar nights.
She was broken she couldn't eat well, concentrate on her studies . She hated going to school as when ever she looked at Jazz his eyes mocked her. She was filled with quilt how could she allowed him to kiss her.
Soon the results of pre boards were out Jazz scored well compared to previous examination whereas performance of sunayna showed a decline. 
Her daughter was changed a mother can sense it very well and pre boards result were proof of it. Sunayna's mother decided to talk to her daughter. She tried to change the topic at first but then broke before her mother she cried and cried before her. 
She narrated whole thing to her. Her mother listened to her carefully and said to her " look beta it's not your fault at this age everybody wants attention of opposite sex. Even I longed for it" . sunayna looked surprised towards her mother "really??". Of course her mother replied and continued " every girl of your age wants attention of boys at this age. It's not uncommon also it's not bad to love or like someone. But you need to be wise about your choices. All that glitters is not gold. You got attracted towards that boy as he was good looking but you never searched for goodness of his soul. He kissed you probably because he understood that you will allow him and you are weak for him. In life you will meet n number of people who will take advantage of your weakness.  This was the first incident and I hope this to be the last one.Never ever reveal your weakness to anyone. And lastly you should not feel guilty of allowing him to kiss you forget it as if it was a bad dream . Start a fresh he kissed your lips but not your soul.  Your soul is much beautiful than anything else in this world. Be bold and strong enough to face the world him and more importantly to your self. Concentrate on your studies and goals.It was just a teenage love or attraction.  At the end of the show no one remembers it if you are successful.  "
Both mother daughter hugged each other. Next day she went to the class with no more guilt. Jazz was surprised to see once again a confident sunayna.  Boards exams were held she topped not only her school but also the state.  Her photographs were everywhere in newspaper and she could see the shame in the eyes of Jazz. Yes she was nerdy and was famous today.

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